By TurkeyHouse
6/12/09

With determination
I woked up today feeling powerfull
Powerfull enough to slap Chuck Norris face
With the same song on repeat
I made my way to school

There I waited till it was time
Time till the big silver glass doors opened
Students made their way inside to finish the day
As usual I made my way to my Homeroom

Just like an introvert
I kept to myself waiting for her arrival
When her pressence was known
I commence to have pain in my chest
As if I was suffocating

I tried to calm myself down
But couldn't help to glance at her
With her head resting on the desk
I felt sad
Sad that she's weary

I had to stay focus on todays goal
That is to pass my Geometry Final
I studied till the it was time
I slowly got up and sigh

I tried to catch up with her as I walked the hallways
When I did
I told her if she was Okay
And she agreed
But in inside I felt something was wrong

When I reached the class room
As my usual actions
I sat on the lonley desk that wast next to her
There I comtemplated on the situation

Time was up as the Exams were being passed around
I tried not to think about it much
I had to remain focus for this exam
But I coulnd't help to think about it

I wonder and wonder
But couldn't decipher the situation
I sat there
My mind like a vegetable

I heard her coughing
Those repeated cough made me sad
I know it may be a small sickness
But very soon she'll be working hard again

In the end I was able to complete the exam
And so was she as well
I asked how she feels that she've finished the exam
Her reply was a low soft "I'm Fine"

I knew there was something going on
I wanted to help
but i'm futile for now, well as always

I get disapointed when she ask for help
But I really don't know the answer
She then laughs or smiles at me
Today, there was moon in top of her
No light that shines the darkest sky

When it was announced that today is over
With Haste she left
I decided to go check near her locker
I waited and waited but she never came
I left the school and waited if she get out as well
I waited and waited but she never came

I was left unhappy and confused
I didn't got the chance to say goodbye
And contemplated why she didn't said bye
The day before Yesterday she was cool to me and said bye
But today, it was the same

I knew there was something going on
I wanted to help
but i'm futile for now, well as always

I get disapointed when she ask for help
But I really don't know the answer
She then laughs or smiles at me
Today, there was moon in top of her
No light that shines the darkest sky

I hope she gets better
I'm sorry I didn't get to say Bye or See you September
But a good friend showed helped me get on my feet
To love myself and be positive
Those words somehow have gotten stuck within me

Thank you Rosalia [:

Besides
3 months isn't long
I've waited 9 months inside Mother
I can wait, but is not going to be that easy

Just you watch V
I'm gonna come this september
With a drive that I've never had
For the first time you'll hear the words
"I had a great summer."